I’m still working out how to use my voice to bring more justice, to break down white supremacy, to remember those our society and our institutions have intentionally forgotten.
One of the ideas I’m considering is committing to read almost exclusively African American authors for the rest of 2015. I need to make some radical choices to shift my perspective, to unnormalize my own whiteness. This may be one way I try to do that.
As I read from Drew Hart‘s Trouble I’ve Seen this morning, I realized how very much I am still steeped in white supremacy, how so much of my understanding of the world is shaped by the idea that the white perspective is the right perspective . . . or worse, that it isn’t perspective at all, but truth. I need to dismantle that for myself, first, so I can help dismantle it for others.
Years ago, when I was still teaching freshman composition, one of my students, Michael, said, “Why is white English the right English, Ms. Andi?” I’ve carried Michael’s question with me for years. It’s one of those shaping statements, the ones that burrow in and disrupt.
I’m learning that when I feel uncomfortable, I need to pay attention. When something challenges my perspective, I need to silence my urge to defend myself or feel hurt and turn instead to empathy, to reach and stretch to understand. It’s not a pleasant thing, this growing, this unnormalizing whiteness, not for this white woman. But it’s essential. Absolutely essential as a work of justice in my own heart.
So I am, I am going to read almost exclusively books my African American authors for the rest of this year. I’ll be sharing my thoughts on those books here, and I welcome your recommendations for my reading. What books by African Americans would you recommend I read? Please share in the comments below.
Today, I leave you with the Bowie State Cheerleaders using their bodies and their talents to speak the truth.